Why??

why am I sleepless at nights?
for all the questions I have or
cause I know them answers too?

why am I so lonely in the crowd?
is it not somewhere I belong or
cause I am trying not to?

why do I second-guess myself?
am I trying to do the right thing
or just scared of being wrong?

why do I keep on trying?
do I say its perseverance or
am I just too damn stubborn?

words!

words, pray do my bidding
come to me like clear drops of rain
from cloud above my head

Haiku attempted

 No longer broken,
I am a lost heart. And my
mind imprisoned
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Write. If anyone
here understands my language.
Write my epitaph




Googling

googled love - 1,370,000,000 hits in 0.12 seconds...
googled god - 385,000,000 hits in 0.12 seconds...
googled peace - 204,000,000 hits in 0.10 seconds...
googled truth - 188,000,000 hits in 0.16 seconds...
googled harmony - 52,300,000 hits in 0.18 seconds...
looked out my window - ...............things are seriously misplaced...

C.O.D.

one day I was having
a near death experience
nothing very exotic
didn't involve any violence

kicking, screaming and
gasping for breath
the whole nine yards
that make up a death

just when I spotted
the tunnel and lights
my life went flash
in front of my eyes

and it killed me
:)